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So Far So Near

So Far So Near

I don't get the gospel! That's a freaked out statement, but it's the truth. I don't fully understand how good God is, how bad I am, or how good and in right standing I now am because I've been hidden in Christ. I forget how real God is, how near he is, how far I am, and yet how close I am to him. It's scary to believe we can be so far away when he is so near and so close when he seems so far away.

Jesus - God in flesh - was talking to the religious leaders of the day. They proclaimed to know God and should have been able to recognize and know him as God, but they were so blinded by their own pride and understanding of the scriptures that their ears became deaf and their hearts became hardened. They even searched and studied the scriptures but weren't able to discern the word who had became flesh and was speaking to them. They were so near yet so far.

We see the same thing happening all the way back to the beginning of man, Adam. He had known the delight of God. But, after eating the poisonous fruit of the serpent, he was so far but so near - trying to be hidden, covering himself up with his own best efforts, trying to hide his blunderous sin. Fear gripped him where friendship had once beckoned him. God was so near, calling out his name, but Adam so faraway, hidden by shame. He played hide while God played seek. The gospel came shouting out his name: "Adam, where are you?!"

The wayward son in the prodigal story was so near to the father's heart even though he was still far off, while the older brother was so close but yet was so far in his heart. The adulterous woman who was caught in her sin, deserving the punishment according to the law, was so far but so near that Jesus would step in front of the stones that were to be cast her way and say with love and truth, "He who has no sin, let him cast the first stone." The disciples who had been called by name and lived with Jesus day in and day out for three years still didn't understand who their teacher, his mission, or their call was. So close but so far.

A sick old woman with a blood condition was hidden in the crowd, but she was so close she was able to brush against the edge of Jesus' garment as he exclaimed, "Who touched me?" in a sea of countless hands reaching out toward him. Seeming to be so far, forgotten, lost in the throng, but yet so close that healing power flowed out upon the sick old woman lost in the crowd.

Judas, invited to be a friend and disciple, one who was entrusted with so much: so close but so far by the darkness hidden in his heart. Peter believed and proclaimed with a self-empowering boldness, "I'll never turn my back on you, Jesus." He felt so close but was so far in his own self-confidence. He was soon schooled by the reality of his own denial and hid himself away on a boat in the middle of a lake, trying to remove himself far from the pain, shame, and truth of his own weakness. Then he heard the close sound of a betrayed friend calling him to the fellowship of a meal. So far but so near as Jesus restored a coward into a bold proclaimer!

The examples are so many, but the same message: so far but so near, so near but so far. Hidden but sought after.

It's his grace, not our self-effort. His love, not our sin. It's our blindness, but it's his ability to open our eyes. It's the gospel - good news to the poor in spirit and bad news to the fool in his heart who refuses to accept the wounds of a friend and the healing of a physician. We are not so far that we can't come near, but we can think we are so close that we become so far.

I don't get the gospel. It gets me!